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Name:
Alli
Birthdate:
8 October
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lets see....i am the biggest dork in the world...of course...im madly in love with the idea of love...of having a continuous presence who satisfies me both intellectually and physically...i love meeting new people and staying up all night and most the day getting to know them....how they think and how they feel...what makes them who they are and how they are...i am possesive of time...i love debate and deep conversation...i have a huge peter pan complex...i wanna be the 30-something year old lady who chases her kids around the neighborhood with water guns...plays with them constantly...and bakes them blue cupcakes...lol...i love to laugh...and play in the rain...ima music snob...my music is my soundtrack of my life...it is the paint on my canvas...it makes things whole and pretty...the fact that i can play a song and be flooded with memories is magical and lovely and sooo important...i hate being alone and feeling alone...and therefore i sometimes surround myself with losers just so i dont have to BE alone...i am frequently bothered by the fact that i cant find comfort in numbers...the only place i find any sort of comfort are in the pages of my journal...i hate that ima girl and therefore im too emotional and everything else that comes along with it...i like people too much or not at all...things are very "all or nothing" with me as far as letting people get to know me and whatnot...im clingy...i have a hard time letting go of people and relationships...friendly or otherwise...because i cant stand the idea of investing time into people and losing them...im very blunt and honest...unless i care for you deeply then its sometimes hard for me to open up...ive never been to a drive-in...someone take me please :) i wanna go sky diving...i enjoy people who are capable of speaking thinking and acting with pure randomness...i need a salsa dancing partner...if i didnt think so much id be much happier...i want things to happen NOW...i want to know what i want to do with my life and actually get off my lazy ass and do it...i wont take advice...even if i want it or need it...i constantly and continuously feel the need to record every event...encounter...thought and emotion of everyday on page after page of my journals for fear of forgetting or taking for granted...i try very hard to keep things simple and bullshit free...but im very good at breaking my own rules...heehee...

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